Who do I look up to?
Everyone to some degree.
I have realized, in my impending (present?) dotage, that life is fucking hard and kudos to those of us that try.
As Eleanor says in the quote below, I think that those people who make me stop and admire them without a true cause are those that I probably admire most. The lucky thing is that 99.9999% of the people I have met do that to me. They present their je’ ne se quoi to the world and I see it and I am struck.
“The only things one can admire at length are those one admires without knowing why.”
~ Eleanor Roosevelt